Working Through Thought-Come-To-Life & Who’s To Say?

OH, MY DEARs, DO FORGIVE ME. I’VE BEEN SO-O-O PRODCTIVE TODAY. (BUT SSH, I THINK THEY’RE QUITE GOOD. AM I TOO VAIN? IS IT HUBRIS?). I kept meaning to practice for the performance on Feb 7th, and kept winding up at the computer. In fact, I started to think about the second one while in the bathtub. Goodness, this poetry stuff overtakes me. I hope I don’t burden you.

Working Through A Thought-Come-To-Life✍️

After all the time of alterations,
Reconstruction, wooing,
Swapping, substitution, plain redoing,
One begins to see a rhythm in and out the line;
A something not cry about, groan or complain,
For it, benign, makes for the ‘real’ of art;
Rhyme & meter in the walls, the very cell
Fulfilling which one cannot help but feel well.

Perhaps a look into thoroughness of the poetic bent,
Put under microscope of goodly strength,
Reveals endless levels, endless youth;
Embryonic possibilities which only come to birth
When worthy poet cozies up to word and breadth.

After all the time of playing blacksmith
To the craft of scribbling,
Not just dabbling –
Finally, yes finally, a text without pretext
Or mixture comes to earth.
One has said the thing one had to say
The best, if not the only way
One could – that day.

Working Through A Thought-Come-To-LIfe 1.30.2019 The Processes: Creative, Thinking, Meditative; Arlene Nover Corwin

       Who’s To Say?🤫

Let’s propose a single cause,
Acting without pause
And always out of nature’ laws;
Laws that never freeze
And work forever by degrees.

Again, let us hypothesize, or let’s suppose
That every phase is just a phase –
Can never last, must always pass…
For nature never makes mistakes;
From calm to quakes
The shake and break earth’s outer crust,
Pulverised to primal dust.

And starting over from the violence
To a peace: decrease, increase,
A never ceasing.

In, out, up down…
All the laws that form from one
Unceasing cause
That has no volume, weight or pressure;
Yet accomplishing all measure
Of phenomena.
Always keeping with the law
And all its tributaries branching off
From cough to laugh
And all the stuff one’s clueless of.

We’ve words like chance, coincidence,
Fate, accidents.
But then there’s providence
And prudence (wisdom):
Words implying something good
Involving and revolving round
Existence sound.

Who’s to say
Which theory
Is simple guesswork without end?
I have a hunch the first one based
On single cause
Is easiest on heart and mind
And your best friend.

Who*s To Say?1.30.2019 The Processes: Creative, Thinking, Meditative II; God Book II; Arlene Nover Corwin

Copycats All:An Ode To Pep You

I was thinking about how we create, and how we need and are attracted to influences that nurture us, perhaps all our lives. I think I’ve worked six hours on this: the meter, the rhyme scheme, the choice of words… still think it needs a little something. Tell me.

I like the concept. I hope you get the yin/yang allusion.

COPYCATS ALL: AN ODE TO PEP YOU

(Revised. It lacked so much before✍️

We’re copycats all – and it’s healthy.

Coins have double sides, so naturally,

One can spend months, years, merely days

Courting the wrong face of one’s pennies.

It can’t matter.

Everything we do is cluttered

(slight. very, copiously, lots)

The moment’s mind-state fixing choice.

So give your voice to instinct’s sense

That does SO matter

As you climb the human ladder,

Mindful of each phase’s border;

Copying what touches, reaches,

Even from the cheapest bleachers.

As you climb each step,

This tiny ode is here to

Snap, push, pep you up

With vim and zip.

Copycats All: An Ode To Pep You 1.24.2019 Circling Round Reality; Arlene Nover Corwin

Copycats (revised version)

COPYCATS ALL: AN ODE TO PEP YOU ✍️ revised version

We’re copycats all – and it’s healthy.

Coins have double sides, so naturally, 

One can spend months, years, just days
Courting the wrong face of pennies.
It can’t matter.

Everything we do is cluttered;

(slightly, very, copiously, lots)
The moment’s mind-state fixing choice.
So give your voice to instinct’s sense
That does so matter
As you climb the human ladder,
Mindful of each phase’s border;
Copying what touches, reaches,
Even from the cheapest bleachers.
As you climb the steps.
This tiny ode is here to pep you.

Copycats All: An Ode To Pep You 1.24.2019 Circling Round Reality; Arlene Nover Corwin

Copy Cats All: An Ode To Pep You

   Copy Cats All: An Ode To Pep You✍️

We’re copycats all – and it’s so healthy.
Coins have double sides, so naturally,
One can spend many
Months or years or days
Courting the wrong face of the penny.
It can’t matter,
Mistakes are clutter we must make,
The moment’s mind-state fixing choice.
So give voice to the instinct’s intuition.

As you climb the human ladder
Keep in mind that no phase lasts forever,
Copying what reaches you, which touches you.
As you climb the steps
This tiny ode is here to pep you.

Copy Cats All: An Ode To Pep You 1.24.2019 Circling Round Reality; Arlene Nover Corwin

Found on a scrap of paper being used as a bookmark and dated 12.19.2017. The content was vaguely structured and unfinished, and seemed to be directed at a two people relationship. As I copied it it took on a life of its own and wound up as something much broader than that.
YEAR AFTER YEAR: MORE LOVE💕🧘‍♀️👫
Year to year
I notice that I love you more.
What mechanism is at work?
What key? What trick?
The love is tenderer and steadier,
Patient, free and headier.
Love is giving.

Giving means the gift of living
To the giver and giv-ee,
Who doesn’t want to live in perpetuity?

So, morning, noon, and night
It’s fair to say that love is light
And maybe Light in deepest essence.
So I thank whoever for its presence:
Who, where and whatever
Put this love in gear
To make it more
Year after year.

Year After Year: More Love 1.24.2019 Found on scraps; Love Relationships II; To The Child Mystic II; God Book Ii; Arlene Nover Corwin

Year After Year: More Love

Found on a scrap of paper being used as a bookmark and dated 12.19.2017. The content was vaguely structured and unfinished, and seemed to be directed at a two people relationship. As I copied it it took on a life of its own and wound up as something much broader than that.

Year After Year: More Love💕🧘‍♀️👫

Year to year
I notice that I love you more.
What mechanism is at work?
What key? What trick?
The love is tenderer and steadier,
Patient, free and headier.

Love is giving.
Giving means the gift of living
To the giver and giv-ee,
Who doesn’t want to live in perpetuity?

So, morning, noon, and night
It’s fair to say that love is light
And maybe Light in deepest essence.
So I thank whoever for its presence:
Who, where and whatever
Put this love in gear
To make it more
Year after year.

Year After Year: More Love 1.24.2019 Found on scraps; Love Relationships II; To The Child Mystic II; God Book Ii; Arlene Nover Corwin

A Big Pile Of Junk

Wrote this immediately after seeing a documentary on the inscrutable, charismatic jazz pianist Lennie Tristano. It took less than an hour – (the poem not the documentary). I MUST have been inspired!
Arlene

A Big Pile of Junk 🎼🎹🎷🎸etc.

Tristano said, let thought come through
Your all ten fingers;
(Or whatever number you must use
To play the blues
Or any tune).
How high The Moon or Gershwin’s Soon…
Your thought a boon
If it’s spontaneous, impromptu.
Corwin says the same thing too.

Not filled with an emotive ardor
But the charter of the instinct
And the intuition.
Be as one.
Let musicianship
Take lead, and lead your music
To your still unripe;
No comic gimmick or alchemic hype.
Your hippest self will be your type,
Reveal all your inner hope and razzmatazz.
We’ll call it jazz
Because
That is what a true jazz is.

Tristano
Called his own piano
Nothing but ‘a pile of junk’
To be transformed by Monk
Or anyone whose inmost mind
Uses the utmost energy to find
That inner passion,
Do what’s bidden, always hidden
In the inner sanctum of the shrine
We’ll call your talent.

A Big Pile Of Junk 1.22.2019 Vaguely About Music II; The Processes: Creative, Thinking, Meditative II; Arlene Nover Corwin

Trying To Manipulate Vanity

This morning’s musing. Sent to special friends, as usual.

Trying To Manipulate Vanity. 💄💋🧘‍♀️🎭⏳😇
(emojis were just right as an ingenious shorthand & summary for the process & aim)

When putting on my makeup – which I like to do each day,
I dedicate it all to You, so far away, yet here to stay.
A complex thing to clarify,
Knowing You to be an abstract energy.
But anyway, I write and try,
This ego my, not good or bad, just my, oh, my.

When it turns to vanity
It sets illusionary dreams to task,
Asking them if facial beauty
Has a value or a duty.
Part of me says “No, of course not!”
Facial looks will die and rot
Just like the rest, and still I don’t
Regard the process with disdain
But daily put on lovely war paint
With an artist’s sense of balance,
Playing round as if I had artistic talents.

In the end, with all this insight,
I devote the conflict
All to You;
A ‘you’ I cannot shape or view,
And use the process as a yoga:
Means to grow
And not an ogre;
Someone who likes beauty for the sake of beauty,
Nothing more.
Trying to transpose a vice into a pure,
Right-minded quality.

Trying To Manipulate Vanity 1.22.2019 Circling Round Vanities II: Arlene Nover Corwin

Innate Wisdom

Reflecting again and taking note. Kisses, Arlene 👩‍🎤

INNATE WISDOM ✍️🧘‍♀️🎯

There is a wisdom deep inside.

Like temperament and readiness.

Not available to everybody at the same time in their lives.

But, BUT, it’s there to come to light,

To see, to use.

Even though you cannot choose.

To those who are receptive

I address this, even to myself. Who knows

Where, who and when)

And so I write,

Not always sure what’s right,

But sure of this:

There is a a wise one deep inside.

It’s just to ride the storms

And go along with happenstance,

Peaceful, with acceptance.

And if necessary, playful pretence.

Wait and watch and see.

Patience is a key.

Innate Wisdom 1.19.2019 Definitely Didactic II; The Processes: Creative, Thinking, Meditative II; Arlene Nover Corwin

Starting Out Of Time (Again)

        STARTING OUT OF TIME (AGAIN)
I must start out of tempo,
Sometimes getting lost.
But after hours and many tries
At thoughts and skills and inner ties,
An inner eye will clarify;
The thing is fostered, building up;
Lost gets tossed, then lost gets lost.
At seemingly no cost. Rubato
Takes up speed,
Which leads to something it itself
Can breed. Ideas appear.  Indeed,
Ideas cohere
In fullness and in form, informed
By sheer reflection; sheer and clear,
Like glass through which one sees, gets seen.

Jazz musicians have the key—
And those who master Zen.
I must start out of tempo,
Let the hand say when.

When I get lost, it can be years
Before I’m back on track.
But after years of lies and tries
The tempo builds up speed
As if and of itself, the seed
Of spontaneity has cracked,
Sprouting, spurting, spuming out
A finished, polished thing with clout.

Starting Out Of Time rewritten 1.27.2019 Vaguely About Music II; Arlene Nover Corwin

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