The Time When There Was Nothing To Say Or, Content Is All
In ’49, repressed and mute,
She made her instinct-driven debut.
Isolated, no one’s neighbor,
Still teenage and merely cute,
She had nothing much to say,
No expressive skills of note;
The urge to break away
Had crept in through the sex, not throat.
But there inside the head was ear,
And the gene to play with rhythm,
And a thriving drive to clear
Out something that lay hidden.
Locked inside, the need to play,
And a key, a means, a way:
Written sound, syllabic sound
That could make the clarity come ‘round.
Substitute a year, or any
Pronoun in its trail.
Gender, time are never prime
In the grammar of detail.
No, there was not much to say,
Not, when no grownup had ever
Held a single conversaytion
And un-tethered something clever.
Oh, how play-less, plaintive, painful,
Joyless, doleful, plain-drained-brain-dull!
Time: one noon, one left cocoon
Came a playce to break the rules,
Use those under-conscious tools,
Break away, begin the play,
“Swing and sway with Sammy Kaye”;
Came a day to play the fool,
Let the psyche problem solve,
Use the spelling as a tool,
Love the discipline involved.
Came a self to manifest,
The sleeping self express its best,
Awakening in loosely fitted,
Tightly worked niveaus that knitted
Eye and sound into a compound.
Things to say – appeared – appear
(Though there have been years
When impulse dryly stays away
And one has not a word to say)
And when it’s here, (as now its been)
One feels ‘forever’s’ scene
Is on the tongue and in the eye,
And that the sky’s the limit.
Then it’s time to dim the wit,
Get inside the ground ideas,
Put a bit upon the babble,
End what’s writ, put stop to scribble,
Set the switch on dimly-lit,
Become God’s modest dimwit gabble,
Wait a week, then take a peek,
Re-check the beats, re-read and polish –
Know exactly what you’ve got.
If the goulash is too rich
Start by killing the conjunction;
Re-arrange the line, all hinges,
Put a clamp on verbal binges,
Keep the article on hold,
Then re-vamp the preposition,
(Those that won’t do as they’re told).
Even commas make it holy.
Emphasis means sweating, crying,
Praying over semi-colons.
The kinetic part of trying
Means betraying semi-colons.
There’s not one thing that’s not of value
In this universe of symbol
(For that’s all it is is symbol)
Pointing inwards towards a One;
And the language and the rhythm
And the syntax are the fun.
Sometimes stunning, never cunning –
(Don’t dismiss the depth of fun).
After all is said and done
It is essentially technique
For the use of those that seek.
That means us – the strong and weak.
If you look at it that way,
There are always things to say;
And the saying and the said,
And the one who is the reader,
Or the writer, written, read:
Each is teacher, subject, leader;
All the rules all jumbled.
Writer finds himself the learner
From a mind-begotten textbook:
Time the spent, himself the earner,
Written for himself and reader
Who’s become the literal leader.
There was a time when there was nothing to say,
With no criteria to weigh
The thing, the outlet
Was romantic song: ‘corn’,
Un-experience;
Songs be-witnessing a longing
And an instinct to express
The milk potential in the breast:
Milk unformed in unformed quest
Conforming to the ABA:
Grist-for-the-mill of things to say.
Let a word suggest a theme,
As the rhyme refines the cream
Let phrase release the phase,
And phase release the phrase
Of bio-rhythmic days
When the urgent surges forth,
Giving birth to means and ways.
Though the line defines the girth,
It stands and falls on what it says.
Content is all.
©The time When There Was Nothing To Say 95.5.26
Pure Nakedness; The Processes: Creative, Thinking, Meditative;
Arlene Corwin
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