The thing is this: It’s always over.
As I read the guide
To films gone by I slip, I slide
Into a pondering: a star adored
Who won award;
Film from ninety-, sixty-, fifty-two
Which looks at you, but which
In real time, is through
Along with camera, set and crew.
And I am stuck in pity,
In the middle
Of the loss of nothing staying.
You can’t pin it down.
No pheromone this past-phenomenon.
You cannot say, “If only…”
Instinct kicks us in the shins
Reminding us of transience,
Yet of permanence.
We also long for permanence,
Glued, as we are, to past,
To film and star that passed
A long, long time ago.
Circling Round Reality;
Arlene Corwin